An Eternal Affair

She was crying for a reason,

I broke wedding promise,

Broke her trust felt like a politician but had shame,

She might never forgive me for what happened,

or maybe she will I’ll never know,

I always wanted her happiness,

but became a reason for her sorrow,

She was always true to me,

I felt like I cheated her but I couldn't help it,

I know she still cries about me leaving,

I just wish her to understand,

We swore to be together,

But i was partly the reason we fell apart,

I used to tell her nobody can take me away from her,

But how can i make her understand it wasn't my fault,

It all happened with a blink of an eye,

I was her's a moment ago,

But now I belong to somebody else,

Somebody who won’t ever let me go,

Somebody who will stick by me forever,

Somebody so true as truth itself,

She blamed ‘that’ somebody to be the cause of her pain,

But I disagree, its the time who made it happen,

I wish everything to be fine,

I sometimes wish to go back in time,

Time when I was in her arms,

Time I could hear her breathing

Time I could watch her sleep,

Time where time used to stop itself to make us feel closer,

Time when my soul had a body,

Time I had my health by my side,

Its not a physical being who tore me apart from her,

It was death itself who stole me away,

It was the death cloaked as illness for so long.